I have lost myself, can't control myself, feeding on myself, bleeding on myself, lying to myself, dying within myself, trying to shed myself, so to erase myself, waiting for something to awake me, you leave me with no choice but to Self-medicate to recreate. Strip the mind to redefine. Manipulate to stimulate. Crucify to purify. The Shadows come alive to the Novice's eye as his ego struggles to keep him aligned. We expose our souls to insanity as we reach in search of divinity. My Novice I hold you responsible and I cannot change the inevitable. I must question my existence to make sense of this. My novice I can't control this you must find your way. You have become a part of this we are just the same. Now lie still and...Self-medicate to recreate. Strip the mind to redefine. Manipulate to stimulate. Crucify to purify.