[Verse 1]nTell me since the last time that we met,nCould you say in all honesty,nYou’ve always lived your life without regret?nA risky path of paradoxnand ambiguity,nIll take the gamble and you know I'll win the bet.nTaking you back to the last time,nthat I thought it was such a good idea,nit seems I was doomed to merely interfere,nCon sideration is detrimentally, nBad for your health,nOne should only ever dwell upon ones self...nn[Chorus 1]nDirector of my own demisenNever one to compromisenChoked and over analysednAm I allergic to myself?nn[Verse 2]nEndure the warning of old ties, nfeeling cursed and yet still you mourn,nThe tragic scene so often played and well rehearsed,nAgain it leaves you out and worn,nIm not sure whats worse,nfeeling torn or them wishing nTheyd not been born.nWhen time fades all the errors and mistakes,nAnd my heart no longer aches,nill step back, contemplate nand then ill laugh,nAll that’s really left to do,nIs have and eat my cake,nSafe in the knowledgenthat youre trapped within my past...nn[Chorus 2]nMistress of my own disguisenForever run and seek and hide nFind a freak who’ll empathisenIve grown allergic to myselfnnn[Verse 1]n[Chorus 1 & 2]nn[Verse 2]n[Chorus 1 & 2]nnFind a freak, nFreak [x15]nnFind a freak, nFreak [x15]nnFind a freak, nFreak [x15]nnFind a freak, nFreak [x15]n...and then ill laugh.nnFind a freak [x4]nnFind a freak, nFreak [x6]nnFind a freak, nFreak [x6]nnFind a freak, nFreak [x6]nnFind a freak [x4]n...and then ill laugh.nnAm I allergic to myself?nn