I am nothing but a shell of the man i once wasso you could put me to your earand actually hear yester-year's oceanI was in shape thenA much better built bodyOf water with infinite wavesand fathomless depthswhere you could have gone deep-sea fishing for complimentsand caught plentiful schools of reassuring commentsNow all you get is the bootYou fell for the bait and got hooked on what you thought i wasNow we're both struggling to win this tug of war of the worldsWhere we breath the same air it's just done differently.And I'm trying to figure out ways to have comfortably survive outside your elementCompromising intelligenceI dabbled in watered-down thoughts thatFiltered in from main-stream.I'm offering mind-altering ideas that make the most quiet nature brainScream from exposure to the types of things that won'tNecessarily make you happierThey'll just give you a greater range of emotionsAnd I can feel myself getting lured into deeper oceans ofFantasy landsWhere people think they're as safe as cartoonsSimply because they speak in bubbles.A sanitized safe-havenWhere you could face Satan andHave his faith straightened.His new goal would be to dethrone Poseidon andHave Neptunes place taken.They'd swash-buckled with their pitchforksWhile Lucifer shit talks and ripsThoughts of coral reefsFor relief he'd be like "bitch, walk"From this oversize aquarium that daddy kept cleanlyTo unhealthy degreesWriting suicide notes with invisible inkOn transparenciesAnd posting them to the glass boundaries thatSurround the seas of change.Strangely enough, while bringing back the reel (!!!!!!!!)I could sense intense resistenceSo I had no other choicebut to cut the line. I'm notsaying you're overly naiveI just think you should get into the habit of checking to see when strings are attached.Fortunate for you I'm compassionate enoughTo throw back what I catchIf its underdevelopedAnd needs time to grow; thoughI'm remorseful of the pain I've caused you.And I want to kiss your lips better.I sympathise with the sorrow byStroking the scar of my own traumatic experience withMy excommunicated tongue.See I know exactly what you mean when you sayIt hurts to much to talk.I've been there.I don't plan on returning 'causeNo matter how much of a distance I keptOr how long I waited for my wounds to healThey'd re-open with the slightest flash-backSo I sued time for mal-practiceThat bastard's a hack with aRusty scalpel andBarbed-wire stitched thread.Instead of seeing things clearlyThey're pitch red and there's this glitch in my headThat's got me thinking contradictionsIt said:"There are more fish in the sea!Whether you hear me not,Or you listen to me.Whether you listen to me orHear me not!"There are more micro-organisms in my teardrop.But fear notI'd never sink as low as toMake my ears pop.And I imagine now you only want to swim with members of your own leagueAnd don't need meMeddlingSending sonar signalsHigh-pitched notes or symbols.My voice is thrown far but ripples are only caused when you cast stonesBut you shouldn't throw rocksIf you live in fragile fairytales.This really means alot to me...Ill always treasure it..as a token.No you won't...This is for the girl who loves me, the girl who cares about me for who i am, not what I look like!I just wanted you to know what you'd be missing.You think I don't appreciate art, you think I don't understand fashion, you think I'm not hip, you think im pathetic, a nerd... a lard ass, a fatso.You think I'm shit, but you're wrong, ''cause im champagne, and your shit!Until the day you die, you, not me, will always be shit!See when you put a shell to your earIt is not the sound of crashing waves you're hearingIt's the amplified current of your bloodstreamIt was your self pulse that created thatFalse human illusion of me.Your tireless heart pumpingOutAn ocean of liesAnd I foolishly triedFilling impossible shoesResulting in my stumbleingAs I fell into the trap of making a women my elementNow I just can't get comfortable being out of you.
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